yesterday was worth it

There is too much mind in my body still and this makes the pleasure difficult. Concerned, as always, you said. When one is absorbed in something, work, pleasure, love, there is only this and awareness concentrated on the action so much that it is not aware to be aware of the action. I have tried to say this with simple words so many times. The words are not the problem, they are simple enough. Steven Pinker today in his talk said that people have clear ideas and don't express them clearly. My professor Pierre Magnard always said the opposite; as long as your idea is not clear you will write gibberish. And I have always followed his advice and tried to rewrite and rethink until it is readable.
Sometimes it is a very small very sudden twist in reality that makes something that was difficult for a while easy suddenly. And no, no, no, it is not always all my fault.